PHOEBE's <3
Saturday, April 07, 2007
i wan a gd get away... afterall i'm leaving the country soon....
how fast... not realli prepared.. guess i can nvr be realli prepared till the day cums... i hate my bad nose... they make me cant function properly... haiz... i'm not feeling v secured abt cambodia... so many uncertainties... so scared... but i feel i need to leave the country for a while... i'm so burdened... i deserve a gd break... at least i deserve a brand new life n a brand new being... sad to say tt growing up means tt not every thing can be restarted... like a new fresh piece of paper... i wanna stop thinking for a while n leave the country... at least i dun hav to face these issues for a mnth...


i dunno if i shld say this but my darling jie mei... i kept thinkin abt u though u're away... when will u stop inflicting these pain onto me... i'm getting so sick n tired of it... wad happened between us, wad am i supposed to do abt u?

haiz... forget it, i'm emo. tts it... i'd rather think more abt my craving for steamboat buffet, japanese buffet n a gd game of pool... i guess i kinda miss mel though... cant hang out wif her till she gets back from genting...

My god, i praise u for this time u knew i needed to be away... i pray for strength, support n directions of ur holy spirit as i struggle wif issues... i pray u'll guard my faith n lift my burden for i am weary lord. i pray against attacks from the devil as i fight this race wif ur strength... i pray u'll put thoughts, words n actions into me as i face situations... i pray u'll heal me of my pain... i pray for healing, peace n trust as i struggle to surrender my life... i ask for instructions as u purify my heart. I pray for u to provide n to protect when i'm away from the country as i trust u to see to things back here in s'pore... i pray against my pride n my worldly desires... let me luv u more than anything or anyone in this world... grant me obediance n courage as i remove anything tt cums inbetween me n Christ... Take my hand and then my life... to luv u more n more each day.... be abundance in ur luv n peace i pray and i trust to wad u hav promised... thank u father for wad i do not deserve...=)


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Phoebe
Age : 19
Apparel design and merchandising student
Temasek Design school


Wishlist
To luv my Christ more n more each day

To surrender my life to Christ

To serve Christ wif wad i have

To honour Christ wif my fashion design

To achieve a GPA of at least 3

To drive my own two-seater beetles convertable

My biggest dream is to have my very own fashion show in Paris right there with the Eiffel tower as my witness

Being fashion designer was all i ever wanted

I wanna design like the way Vivienne Westwood, John Galliano, Roberto Cavalli, Christian Lacriox does... for the best that i could

To do fashion studies in Central St Matin's College of arts in London



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